Wednesday 29 June 2016

Atheist vs. Muslim-a true logical debate

                       


Atheist vs. Muslim-a true logical debate
Zakir Naik is a liar and cheater proved!

Whenever we saw the Peace Tv channel, we saw Zakir Naik simply spew his words over the opponent debater to win the debate! Actually he don't give chance to speak against him! We saw that first a debater speak a questioned Zakir. And Zakir - blah blah blah! Even some times the assistant of zakir Naik besided of the debater snatch the mike to divert the debater. He converted so many Hindus and and Christians to Muslims by his false logic! My mission is to prove him wrong...

This virtual true logical debate is based on the Zakir Naik's individual 20-30 minutes, where he did lecture to cut off the points of the opponent by irrelevant or false logic!

God exist or not

Zakir Naik - There is a super power, we call it Allah! We are made by Allah. And Muslim follow and obey Allah! Allah directed Hajarat Muhammad and he and his followers wrote down Koran and name our religion Islam! Do you think that God does not exist?

Atheist -   What is God? I don't know a super power exists or not! But I believe that God exist in humanity! God exists in nature! Nature itself a symmetry! The star is not shining light because God poured oil into it, it shines for its own chemical reaction and the light is God! Better say the God is the world!! The universe is the God!!! And my concept of God does not clash with god believer!
When I asked my Muslim college if Allah directed hajrat muhamad and if there is only one superpower why there is so many religions ?

He answered me because Islam is the only authentic religion! He answered me just like a Robot that Koran programming language installed in his brain!I believe there are different cultures from different places of the world and in the past days people made their different different culture called religion! We should take the good one and leave the bad!

Effect on earth for Muslims population increasing



Atheist - There is no technical way to keep away pollution and save nature with constantly increasing human population -said by environmental scientists and many experts and its easy realizable!!!
There is a ecosystem! Muslim will destroy this world by increasing their population while the other religion's peoples reduce their overall population. But Muslims don't understand it as it’s out of their Koran syllabus!!
Actually Muslims will not save nature to deal with their pathetic religion!

ZAKIR NAIK -  Population increases that’s why Einstein born that’s why Rabindranath Tagore born! The chances of coming out good or bad are there.





Atheist-
And If we suppose that population does not increases, it became static then still the randomness of birthing  good and bad for the overall population will happen!!But Today’s population reach in such a huge level that it destroy nature, call natural hazard. Nature goes smaller and smaller for population increasing and for this reason children suffers in depression- it’s even true for adults also.Building the skyscrapers are not the solution for staying lakhs people- it has heavy natural hazards. There are 101 females of 100 male ignoring transsexuals if human embryo killing would be completely prohibited, so it’s not the logic to marry with more than one wife of a Muslim man!
If Parents want to get a extra sister or brother they can adopt a orphan! Is it not humanity??? An orphan will get his mom dad and they will get child
So Muslims must have to reduce their population like the others!There are so many population increasing bad effects that it can’t be explained in a single page!!!When I asked my Muslim college about this matter!He answer me "Allah said that you marry such a girl that she can give you maximum child!"Well then the Muslim men think their Muslim girls as a machine of birthing child!!!   

Statement - The main difference between a non Muslim and a Muslim is in the non Muslim society they have very few restrictions whatever written down in their religion book unlike the Muslim society and they afraid that if they don't make their son fascist like a general Muslims then the Muslim society will get him out and may kill him that's why generation after generation the Muslims are still fascist.
Muslims are responsible for their own discrimination. Islam is based on a Mohammad and their followers created fascism for their own profit.AND IT WILL TAKE THE END OF WORLD AND THE BEST FUNNY THING IS THE MUSLIMS DON'T THINK THAT IF THE WORLD DESTROYED THEN NOBODY WILL ACQUAINTED THE WORD "ISLAM" AGAIN!


Why transsexuals are maximum among the muslims

Atheist-For the family marriage within the Muslims more than 90% transsexuals are from the Muslims may be Naik say it’s a Allah gift!!!
Women rape case law in Koran -




Atheist-In the Koran, there is written, if a women got rape by a man and if she ask forJustice, Islamic law will not allow her to do so until 4 men saythat...why not medical team can say that or other women can saythat????? And the Muslim countries obey this rule

Zakir naik-Medical team can make mistakes and sometimes fabricate things. Women are emotional and may give the wrong testimony as they are not supposed to be in such places to witness such a crime unless they themselves have a problem!

Statement -

What a logic!! Haaahaaa Great Idea"Muslims are simply robot of Koran..They will not understand simple logic instead of thatThey always try to straight up their logic. So we will be fool if we debate with them like zakir naik!

having more than one wife among the muslims -

Zakir naik-
If it’s only written down in Koran that one to one man women marriage is the best instead of having more than one wife!
atheist -then why often Muslims marry women more than one in the name of Islam unlike the Christians, Hindus and Buddhists or other religious people????
Zakir naik - Hindus have the Bisnu god who had more than thousands wife!
Atheist - What I will do to see what is written down in where!! Do you ever see any Hindu, Christian living with more than wife! Muslims do marry more than one woman to feed their sex hungry

Statement - If Koran says Allah give u one leg!! Why u are running in 2 leg, then they will never run in 2 leg. They are robot of Koran

 

Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transexual sex rght law in Koran -

Zakir Naik - Koran don’t permit to sex within LGBT. It’s against nature. And if they do they will not enjoy more than a normal male female
Atheist-They should have their sex freedom. They are born like that they don’t attract with opposite sex! Hormone therapy is not a solution to become straight! If they do they have to take injection in a day of a week. It have very side effect in their body!   If they don’t love or sex with their own lover, ultimate result leads from depression to suicide!Once I saw at the vice programme in the History channel that the Iranian Lesbian Gay Bisexual had to do their sex change operation to become straight in spite of not having their own intension because they want to stay the Islamic country- Iran because all the Lesbian Bisexual don’t have so much money that they will go the European or western country to enjoy their life freely. I remember in that program a Canadian Gay/bisexual said who did their sex surgery, they rued later. I saw a sorrowed person break down in cry before surgery in Iran.
One Islamist said, “My brother was a gay before surgery, my father said me to crash him down by car!!! In that TV program I also see Iran pass a law recently for the transsexuals for their personal life but not for the lesbian gay or bisexual.”  Actually there is only about male and female is written in the Koran! That's why they made rule like that! They think that its sin to sex within them!!

Statement - Whats right or what wrong; it depends on humanity! Ask yourself not the Koran! 
Family marriage among the muslims -

 

Zakir Naik - There are written down in the Koran that a Muslim can’t marry his own mother, sister. But a Muslim can marry his nephew!  Because there is very minimum probability for suffering the child in genetic or mental disorders.

Atheist - Well then tell me why the born handicaps are maximum among the muslims than the others!

Cutting down the skin head cover of penis of a muslim man


Atheist -Penis head is very sensitive part. In the Arabian country for maximum heat Muslim cut there
skin head cover of penis for not having infection at there, but as the Muslims are fascist just like
a programmed Robot, automatically the culture spread among them!!

Reason for Muslims wear the lose pants slightly up from there toe


Zakir Naik - we wear like that because when sun rays come down over upper portion of row it the effect increases sex power
Atheist - Actually Muslim do it because in the Arabian country there always sand fly around them so as their lower portion of pant don't room the sand that’s why they wear like that. But as I said before the fascist do it for their fascism but luckily Islamic Research Foundation got a scientific reason to prove that one!! 

Divorce of a muslim man and women -




Atheist - If a Muslim man like to divorce her women he just have to say "Talak Talak Talak". But for a Muslim women they have to go with very painful process!! Muhammad and his followers made the rule to keep their wives as a sex slaves! They always use their girls as a half testimony of a man because they we just do what Koran say because Koran is the only authentic religion.

Hidden the Muslim girls within dark colthes and barkha -



Atheist - Although answering that one Zakir Naik said Barkha is not for every Muslim girl, it’s for those who understand its importance!! Now I am talking about Muslim majority countries especially. Once I saw in the TV program that one USA reporter went to Afghanistan to see the life culture of there! What he noticed is women wear a typical designed coloured shoe! When he asked to her, she said I wear it because I have no permission to out my face in front of people, so I want to look myself beautiful as I can!
Once I saw a Arabian married couple in the Delhi tour bus and I was there. When she come down from AC bus to visit Agra Taj Mahal she slightly open the head cover to get relief from heavy hot season! The Afghan man strictly prohibited her to do that! Even in the bus when AC was not on due to not start engine of the bus, when she repeat to open up the face from cover the Afghan again cover her face by throwing his light jacket!!

Statement -
What kind of mania should I call it, I dont know! But one thing the Muslims should remember- they are responsible for their own discrimination from the whole world!! If it looks over the world then we will see the Muslim girls have to suffer so much and so much for their innocent pathetic religion!!!


Muslims are responsible for their own discrimination

 What I will do to see whose religion is more correct! I will walk with humanity as I am human being. I am not a robot of Koran, Gita, bible or anything! In spite of major Other religious people understand this thing, Muslims don't understand it. They are simply fascist and would like to walk on their barbaric illogical religion!!!When Robotic engineers program a robot, they put some instructions and robots simply do the task.When we order another task they said invalid instruction or repeat their task for looping. The Muslimsare just like that, when any word collide with Koran their faces get red. They said all the words fromKoran are 100% right!!! They don't understand the simple logic, at that time they have their main targetto straight up their religion with their own illogical logic just like the robotic instruction loop!!  










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Sunday 19 June 2016

Exploration of the Supernatural - By Sneh Sonaiya

The fundamental mystery of the modern science today is that: From where do we come from? Does our universe have a beginning? If it has a beginning, will it have an end? If t had a beginning then what was       present before it? What is time? What reality is actually? How can our small 1350 gram brains innovate,          that lead us to the present day? Why dreams come and what are they? How can this incredibly vast universe made up of just 112 elements bound with each other differently? From where does life come from? All these questions lead us to a dilemma. We are still struggling to understand our very own existence.

We are mere programmed devices of god, but how can anyone make something so perfect? If we have a look at each and every cell and the organelle of the body, we get to realize the extremities of the god’s creation. It’s always going to be a mystery-WHO WE ARE? And why everything is the way it is !! Look at the god’s perfection- even though every human has the same anatomical brains, everyone has the capacity to think different. Our brain seems like a labyrinth created by god with over 7 billion combinations possible- which makes everyone of us. Who then created us? Such a sophisticated creation cannot be a mere result of evolution I guess. And by our advancement in astrophysics and cosmology, the day is not far when we might get a clue of what we are in search of. Erich Von Deniken in his book “Chariots of the God” states that it was actually the aliens who taught us and provided us with this knowledge and understanding that we kept on developing over centuries and reached the status of the present day Modern Man- Homo sapiens. Well it needs courage to believe this theory of the extra-terrestrials coming to the earth and enlightening us with their knowledge.

Whatever it may be, let us consider the story of origin of life on earth. There are various theories explaining it. One of the most popular of them states that life originated from water by the random formation of some very complex chemicals- Amino Acids.

Now, to me, it seems very unobvious or wavered that some complex chemicals were formed randomly and that possessed the property of replication i.e. multiplying itself. It I obvious that those complex chemicals- amino acids are basically complex structure of atoms bound with each other specifically.  So according to this theory, its actually the atoms that are replicating and diving with the use of energy. This was the concept that forces us to think on this subject. The question now arises that how can atoms have the ability of replication.

Carl Sagan, in his book “Cosmos” stated that – If some very complex chemicals possessed this property of replication and created new life forms with impressive intelligence, the day is not far we will be able to create some complete new life forms with similar intelligence through some very complex electronics.

Now considering the case of the origin of the universe, it was observed by the Hubble’s telescope that Most of the galaxies and the stars in the universe were blue shifted (Doppler’s Effect). That led to the conclusion that all the stars and Galaxies were moving away from each other. The velocity of a galactic system moving away from us is directly proportional to the distance from us. In other words, the farther a star from us, the faster it is moving away from us.

So this leads us to a very obvious conclusion that initially the galaxies were near to each other. Based on this fact, Stephen Hawking proposed the Big Bang theory. According to this, the universe originated with a sudden blast known as the big bang that had infinite amount of energy and infinite density. And out of that, our entire universe was made that we see today. The big bang resulted in the formation of matter and anti-matter. 

Fortunately, the amounts of matter were more than that of the anti-matter that led to the formation of the universe. But how did this enormous amount of matter form out of only some amount of matter formed during the big bang? This question is not as easy as it looks like.

 Scholars might argue stating the Einstein’s famous mass-energy relation: E=mc. For this equation to be satisfactory there should be infinite amounts of energy persisting in the universe during the big bang. Scholars would state that there was infinite amount of energy that transformed into matter during the big bang. But the question still remains that –  If there was nothing initially, then from where did the infinite amount of energy come from? This leads to very obvious conclusion that matter must be having the property of replication that caused the few amount of matter produced during the big bang to replicate somehow resulting into formation of billions and billions of galaxies and stars. I cannot say how that process of replication occurred but there is a probability that this could have happened. The property of replication of matter might persist just like the living cells have the capability to divide…..
This theory might seem absurd to someone, appealing to some others. But unless we don’t have the right answers to the various questions, we cannot be judgmental.

We can even question the very basic laws of the universe as well, for which we will not have any answer like- Is it possible that the laws of nature we know today are applicable only in some part of the universe and at particular time only? Is it possible that in some other part of the universe, the gravitational force is repulsive and not attractive?

We have no answers to these questions today and that leads the exploration of the supernatural to continue….

The MBBS student…… By Sneh Sonaiya

I feel like he is a guy from some other planet. He studied throughout in gujarati, only knowing abcd about English. He had a good IQ and a bit logic and he cracked one of the toughest entrance exams of the state and put himself to the rat race for becoming a person wearing the tag of a DOCTOR…..- to fulfill his parents’ dreams; his own dreams of  earning 70-80k a month, get a car and then again works out to get his child a doctors ‘degree……..WTF…..Is this life?

He doesn’t care whether ZakirHussain or Shahrukh Khan visits his city… He doesn’t care whether its navratri time or any festival….he just jails himself into the hostel room and keeps reading- trying to cram up as much as he can……

His brain being brought up and cuddled with gujarati- now has to digest BDC and Guyton and Hall* (Medical Books)
He doesn’t care whether stock markets rise or fall… he doesn’t care which party is going to win the elections… He doesn’t read any novels……He finds his happiness in watching  Chello Divas and using MSU Wi-Fi* (MS university offering free Wi-Fi to the hostel students) ………..he lives such a life for five long years.

When he wakes up in the morning, he is worries about his morning classes and breakfast….and from 1 to 2 (lunch Break) his brain only think of where to go for the lunch……. In the evening, after  5, when all the practicals are over, he reads books- Medical Shits I can say…..and then at 8, thinks of where to go for the dinner………..

He reads for a while post-dinner and then dozes off with ear phones onn….and there comes the morning again…. Each day is the same story…. NO logics, NO innovations….

And all this for five long years with a NIL bank balance along with NIL heads….

So the life passes by…….the life goes on……

Thursday 16 June 2016

Sneh Sonaiya: Aap Kamai ho yaa baap kamai..? By Sneh Sonaiya

Sneh Sonaiya: Aap Kamai ho yaa baap kamai..? By Sneh Sonaiya: “ Aap Kamai ho yaa baap kamai..?” one of the two of those lawari type boys asked me.  I was travelling from Rajkot to Jamnagar in som...

Aap Kamai ho yaa baap kamai..? By Sneh Sonaiya


Aap Kamai ho yaa baap kamai..?” one of the two of those lawari type boys asked me.  I was travelling from Rajkot to Jamnagar in some maruti Eeco, a common method of transportation between the two cities.

When I just got down from the rickshaw, and handed him a 10-rupee note, getting down at what localites call- madhapar chowk. However I can’t forget to mention that I was a localite once, a Rajkotian, all this Once Upon a Time… As I just stepped down and took the first step, one of the van wala called me saying – “Gadi Updej che, bas ek j ghate che” (only one seat is left, we are just getting started) ….. the way those gadi walas call people for jamnagar, is like a vendor selling garma garam fafda-jalebis , may be even better. And trust me, they are far more eligible salesman and far better at convincing people than the sales person you get to see at the car showrooms. And I was like – ok chalo.. and put my bag at the back and setteled. Opposite to me was some middle aged man, must be in his 40’s and we just smiled and looked forward to what to do next.

And now comes the two hero of the story. The back seats were made for four people. (company made for two, but these guys make it for four). And so two boys worse than ever came and sat next to us. This was it. The car started. I can hear the loud music being played – “bhaag bhaag DK bose.. Dk Bose.. Dk Bose…Aandhi aayi haii”. In the meanwhile I had to fix something before I reach Jamnagar- the net of my red JBL headphones got removed somehow and I was tryig tough to fix it. It was then that one of the two guys asked me-“aap Kamai cho k Baap kamai ?”. And I was confused for a moment, didn’t know what to answer. Something had to be said, and I replied – “aatyarna to baap kamai chu. Thodi vaar lagse aap kamai mate” (As of now, I live on my dad’s money. It will take some time for me to survive on my own).
“aa headphones su china n ache ?” One of the boy said.

I was like WTF man, can’t you read the JBL written over it….I didn’t speak anything.
“Kyarek aamari jem jivi ne jov to khbar pade paisa ni kimmat su che… Ek rupiyo pan kem made che tamne nathi khabar…” (Live our lives someday and you will realize the value of a rupee. You will learn how difficult it is to even earn a single penny) – Said one of them.

And after this, none of us spoke either. They started talking with each other in some Kutchi language, I guess. And I just kept on thinking. Thinking.
It occurred to me that suppose you just take me and put me into some city just in three clothes and ask me to survive on my own.. What would I do..? If so happens, then years later, I would turn out to be the most eligible financer for myself, most eligible CEO and with all the managerial skills. Because when you have nothing else to do, you always find for more. May be a reason that dhirubhai ambani got to be this great… However all this thoughts always come with a “May Be” condition.
Whatever it may be, it always occurs to me that you just expose yourself to the market. Try to live on self-earned money for a week or a month, and trust me you those days will give you the biggest business lessons in life.

Both of the two boys were 18 years old and they owned their own maruti eeco and were into this transport business since they were kids. Their parents threw them away at the age of 7. Now think of yourself, what were you at the age of 7 ?? Cuddled by parents and going to school, a small little immature boy, you didn’t have to worry about your afternoon meals or morning breakfast. On the other ide there were these guys who used to sell vada pav at the railway stations, selling chikkis, water bottles and what not. It is them who have to worry of where will they sleep at the night? What if police caught them sleeping at the temple? What if they don’t get enough money to buy them food?

How easy it is for us to watch a movie- just open the laptop- an access to unlimited Wi-Fi, watch movies, TV series with JBL or Sony headphones wired in…
What they said was that after every few weekends, they get to save some 70-80 bucks and they have a treat, watch a movie (not in the inox or cinepolis), go to the masjid and pray at the dargah. I often feel that we all educated idiots lack something. May be I have an answer today.

Most of us reading this must be good looking and must have had a girlfriend. For these guys, it’s only a glance to someone beautiful, half a mile away and they have to satisfy themselves. Porsche parties, night outs, handovers, friends, chicks, selfies… all this is a part of our daily life, may be a reason we are some light years away from reality…some light years away from the real world. All we need as of now is a deep, really deep conversation with our self and ask – why the hell am I doing this..? We need to think beyond chicks and chicken, then only we can go more…. It’s never really cool to go to the office with a bag on one shoulder and a tiffin box at the other.  

However, I cannot say that those guys will definitely be successful or the people like them will definitely succeed. All I can say is that in this ultra-modern, high cultured and cosmopolitan lifestyle, we are someway or the other, going away from the reality. And the reality lies in the grounds…

Kurshad Batliwala, whom we call Bawa, once said “You organize four events on your own and you will understand marketing and management better than any MBA..” And this extract strongly supports it.

At the end of this, I can just say that some to the real world as early as you can. Here not every programmer becomes Bill Gates or Mark Zukerburg. Here it is difficult even to breathe in peace. Here everyone is a bitch. And here, every endings are not really the happy ones…

Hope that this helps you survive better.

By – Sneh Sonaiya


Monday 13 June 2016

Sneh Sonaiya: "Hemorrhaged Dreams" By Sneh Sonaiya

Sneh Sonaiya: "Hemorrhaged Dreams" By Sneh Sonaiya: Chapter : 2 "Hemorrhaged Dreams" ( Based on a true story) “Shivani is doing a great job. She cracked the interview of Ti...

"Hemorrhaged Dreams" By Sneh Sonaiya

Chapter : 2

"Hemorrhaged Dreams"

(Based on a true story)


“Shivani is doing a great job. She cracked the interview of Times Of India and now she is going to join Times and leave DNA the next month. The interviewer asked her almost everything – right from her past job salary to her drinking, smoking habits, daddy’s salary and everything. They saw her torn, spoiled white scooty and ensured her that she would get a car shortly. They are offering her double the salary then her past job i.e. 50,000 per month – An offer she can’t refuse. Joining Times is going to change her life and boost her confidence to a great extent. She has made a great progress out of her life. She is doing really a great job. Makes me feel proud of her.” My mom said all this to me….

 And I was listening with a feel of self-pity. As she completed, I said –
“yeah, she is doing a great job. She is literally good at those stuffs and carved out her path”

(I was feeling like why can’t I do all this)
“So how are you?” she said.

“I am fine you say- How’s dad?”

“All ok here. Have your food properly and study well, exams are approaching.”
“I am studying mom…”  (Although I don’t…)

“Aacha chalo, baad me baat karti hu, tumhare daddy aa gaye… Jay Shree Krishna”
“Thik hai, Jay shree Krishna”

I just sat down on the bed; the entire room messed up- hardly any space left to even sit and think. I have my MBBS prelims a week later. And so, we are a kind of pissed up – Wake up in the morning at five, study till ten, study, lunch at two, Study till night, dinner at 10 and again study till 12 and this soul sucking schedule for more than three months……. Seems like WTF….

Medical students are supposed to be the brightest minds of the society, but its our conscience that knows, where we stay in the race. I remember the times when Shivani was in her high school and they were in a circle of four- four friends- #BFF as they call it… The rest of the three girls smarter, richer, and more beautiful than her. Those were the times when shivani was like a nerd, oily hairs, two pony tails with black ribbons, blue and pink petticoats, long white socks and black dull shoes. And what’s more, the socks were kept stuck to their places by rubber bands to cover the entire knees. On the name of a school bus, we had a Golden Toofan (a vehicle) to get us to our schools, some 45 minutes journey.

My parents always tried to prove her inferior and backward than others saying- vishwa ne to 90 percentage hata and tare sav 60 percent? Vishwa and Bansari are too smart and look at yourself….. And what not.

Great men say- “give it some time and the tables will turn. Buffet earned 99 % of his wealth after he crossed 50 years of age” Just wait and let the nature do its job.
And today I realize that, yeah it does work. If not with me, then at least with shivani. I had a talk with a friend who told me about “Vishwa di” – as I used to call her-  that she just completed her MBBS and is now studying for her PG. At this time you can’t expect any medico to earn some 50k after MBBS, (I have seen how pissed up these guys are after MBBS, long long studies, low internship stipends and a totally fucked up life). And on the other side I see shivani in dilemma- Which Car to buy now?

One way or the other, being into MBBS, makes me afraid that I need to walk on the same pissed up path. Once I turn up into my second year, we would have ward visits and look after the patients. And trust me, government hospitals are uglier than even your toilets. And what’s more, our university has some 80% compulsion of attendance and that too; there are no proxies in the second year…And I hate my studies more than you would even love your brand new apple laptop or a sexy girlfriend….

This reminds me of my tenth standard vacations. As our tenth board exams got over, I was firm enough to opt for Group A and get into some IIT. (When I was a kid, maybe in 6th or 7th standard, our class teacher Murty Ma’am once asked everyone about what they wanted to become in future. When my turn came, I don’t know how but out of the blue I said that, I wanted to go for civil engineering from IIT Bombay. ) 

With this plan in my head, I even started my physics and chemistry tuitions the next day itself. My parents were insisting me to opt for group B and didn’t just allow me to join mathematics classes saying- “the guy staying in our neighbor is an electrical engineer and doesn’t even get six thousand salary…” “Payal and Priya who are getting lesser marks than you are even opting for biology then you just can’t go for A group.”

That was some good brain washing from their sides. My mom is better at washing brains than washing clothes….Those were the days when I was a kind of book worm and a geek. Getting a first rank seemed to me like winning an Olympics gold medal. During those days, I just asked only one thing from god- not the bike or a laptop, just 95 %..... And would you believe if I say that – for those entire three months of vacation, I did some 101 parikramas of cow each day… All this, just for 95%, which today seems like nothing to me… I have had made some great offers to god which he just can’t refuse… “Tathastu” (bless you) god said and I was gifted with my gold medal- 95%. Happiness was not in getting 95%, Happiness was in getting first rank.. Had my cousin got just one single mark more than me, then this 95% for me would have been no less than hell. But luckily, god played well for me and I was the talk of the town for at least the coming year…. Parents started calling me to congratulate me and take advises for children. But I was still not satisfied. I was seeking someone else to congratulate me and greet me, but it ever happened- I was hoping my crush to just say one statement- “Sneh, I am proud of you, did a great job.” But she never came. Not a good feel actually. Years on, she turned out to be a stranger to me.

I was never more excited in my life then that day. Can’t deny the fact that it feels good being appreciated. And finally, following the tradition we went for the school that most of the senior toppers had chosen – Utkarsh, and that’s a place where life took a complete new turn.

Never knew where the vacation just passed away. I had completed most of my physics syllabus and was just waiting for the school to start and surprise everyone with my profound knowledge. Dad had booked a golden toofan – the one that was once our school vehicle. We packed up all the things- clothes, books, my coloured bench; the one I used in my 10th standard, and a small white Samsung qwerty keypad phone. There was facebook and some other apps installed in it, which I deleted during the way, for I had decided to work out my ass and succeed.

How the fuck  I was… this comes to my mind today. And how can I forget mentioning of the armchair- the one on which I used to study. Dad managed somehow to affix that grand chair, on the top of the toofan, and carried it to Rajkot. Shivani was accompanying us at that time, since she was in Rajkot since years..
Life completely changed with the very first step in Rajkot…

I made plans, but they were of my mother. I saw dreams but in none of them was I a doctor. I  wrote like my life depended on it, but I knew it was for my eyes only. I didn’t have the courage to decline the admission for medicine. So I packed my bags and dragged my feet to a destiny I didn’t wish to reach…..


(To be continued....)

By Sneh Sonaiya